Whenever I go to the seminary for a day or I go somewhere where I’m surrounded by young Catholics, I get the best feeling inside. I don’t know exactly what to call it, all I know is that I feel proud to see it. I’m only 19, and I know I have a long time until I settle down, and I shouldn’t be worrying about finding my future spouse right away, but I’m worried that I won’t know how to be sure that he’s the right one. My goal in life is to find a good, strong, holy, catholic man, but i feel like where I am now isn’t getting me anywhere. I’m surrounded by sinful people that only want to “get inside my pants”, and I want someone who will understand that I want to remain chaste until my marriage. I also feel that I am extremely picky when it comes to dating. I don’t want to sound superficial or anything, but I want the man I date/marry to be a ‘manly’ man. I don’t see alot of those types of men that have the same traditional catholic beliefs as me… I’m worried that I will never find him. I’m worried that I’m not called to marriage(even though I SOOOO DESPERATELY want to marry and have lots of children), I feel like I’m way to picky and I’ll just let him go because he’s not my ideal perfect man. I wish someone would talk to me in real terms and give me sound advice. I pray every night to God and ask him to send me the right one at the right time, and I trust in him, but I’m still worried. I wish I had chosen to go to a Catholic college because I feel like I could meet the perfect people there. Ughhh, I don’t know what to do. I know I’m young still and have lots of time, but I’m just worried.